Despair

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In Dreams

Published September 19, 2013 by carlyjellis

Breathe in deep

Breathe out slow

Not tired enough to sleep

Her heart and mind full of woe

A tear rolls down her cheek

Without warning she starts to weep

Will this loneliness ever end

Will she ever find a lover and a best friend

She lies alone at night

Pondering over her plight

Willing things to change

Wishing her life could turn a page

She drifts off to sleep and into a dream

Where she has found her love

It’s all how it should be

He holds her and kisses her

Tells her she is the one

Then she suddenly wakes up

Her love has gone

She yearns for the dream to come true everyday

Never sure if it will

But continues to try anyway

Will she ever see him

Will they ever meet

She lives in hope one day he will come for her

Only then will her life be complete

Goodbye My Lover

Published May 27, 2013 by carlyjellis

You would think that I don’t care but I do

You would think that I wouldn’t shed a tear but I have

You would think that I wouldn’t miss you but I can’t stop thinking about you

You would think that I don’t love you but I always will…….

 

You held my heart in your hands

But you let it slip through your fingers like grains of sand

You were the one for me and this I know

Now I have no place to go

 

My heart aches for you but you cannot see

Just how much this is hurting me

You asked me to go so you could be free

But darling I wanted you to forever be with me

 

Now I must accept that you are gone

You will find somebody else in the long run

Just thinking of that kills me and hurts me so

It makes me feel incredibly low

 

But if you should ever find your way back to me

Back into my arms, well here I will be

Waiting for you until the end of time when

You could find it in your heart to love me like you did once again

 

I will love you forever in life and in death

I will be thinking of you with my very last breath

You were the light of my life and with you life made sense

Now life is merely an abyss of loneliness

 

You were my soul mate, my lover, my confidant, my friend

Now that has been lost my life as I know it comes to an end

Please don’t forget there’s somebody who will always love you

Somebody who wants you and who will be there to get you through

 

I know that this may never be and if that is so

Then there is nobody to blame but me

But I have no choice and will keep waiting until the day I die

Because I have nothing if I cannot say that you are mine